The Aching Heart

That Just Wants To Be Held, Every Once In A While...

Feeling Good
Did my excercises for Kendo today;
1) Walk fast, jog, or run for at least 1/2 hour, preferably 1 hour.
2) 100 shomen suburi
3) 100 jogesuburi (the long one where the shinai goes all the way down in back, and all the way down in front)
3) 50 hayasuburi
4) 20x men-uchi with imaginary opponent
5) 5x kirikaeshi

I haven't done the walk/jog/run, because its too damn cold to be outside for that long, but I've been walking extra fast around the house.
Also, I felt really good afterwards, I don't know why it is but practicing kendo just fills me with joy. This alone is motivation enough for me to keep doing it.

My first entry even though I've been here for a little while now. I 'waste' a lot of my time by hanging out with friends. and if I CAN'T do that, then I am most likely playing video games. I have really found myself since I came to this college, and I made a lot of friends whom I never want out of my life.

A little thing about me is that I tend to worry about other people A LOT. So much so that I'll walk in the complete opposite direction of where I have to go, just to make sure a friend gets home safe. If I am talking to someone via IM or text, and they don't respond at their usual pace, I get really nervous...

I love nature, and art, even though I don't think I'm good at it. I love giving back rubs too, if I feel comfortable around you.
I don't say much in person, until I get to know you, then I open up a little more.
I don't talk about my feelings. I don't mind writing them down or something, but it is REALLY hard for me to say my feelings.
Why does this seem more of an 'About Me' all of a sudden? ^^;

Uh.... I don't really want to go home for christmas break, I would rather stay here with one friend then go home and see my family... but then again, I would like to see them for christmas, I haven't grown that detached to them yet...


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